Lesson Learnt

Why things has become so bad ? Why cant it be smooth journey for us ? Every little obstacle along the road of journey will always lead to UNHAPPINESS. I just simply don't get it. Why do human being cannot be more forgiving and let the problem be a small problem to us ? Why must it blew it out and make everyone around us unhappy.

I have really learned a hard lesson from my previous encounters. I do have nasty attitude. I simply don't really care what people are thinking. I just have my way of thinking. This leads to a result of losing someone who you don't really bother and everything is too late. Which has really knock me awake that if i don't cherish nor treasure someone who is important to me, I will be the only one regret.

For 7 freaking years. I have been waiting for someone to appear. And soon, she appear out of somewhere. Somewhere who is near me yet so far. Just a little step later, I lost. Despite the waiting time is like infinity, I chose to wait. With the will in my mind, the day will come.
The ever 1st sight i got from her is, sweetness in her. She may be attitude, nasty to me which make me so angry that i cannot tolerate anymore, i burst all out. This is the time, everything changes. She is no longer being so nasty nor attitude to me. We do have fun and laughter, topic to talk about. This make me realized that i have really fallen for her.

Though the journey for us is really damn hard and tough, we managed to walk through together. This CHEN JIU KAN make me feel that, i must really cherish her and give her what i have. Despite her getting angry with me over trivial matter, i willing to give in to her. After all she is my loved one. But whenever i get angry with her over something, do expect that she will come and hong me, she will get angry with me more. Angry is just a matter of time, i just cooled down simply fast. I will just go over and talk to her, which her smile melted everything inside me.

The gentle side of her is always the best i'm looking for. No one can be that sweet compared to her. She has emerged into my life. She is all i have. Though i may say something nasty, but its just a temper bursting out of my mouth. It may not the the true. I'm afraid we might not understand each other well enough which will lead to unsatisfactory.

In order to maintain all this, we must be more forgiving than wad human being are. Letting the matter off instead of blowing it out of a volcano. I believe no one wish to quarrel almost everytime over things that we shouldn't be quarreling.

Whatever it is, i have never say i don't want you. YOU ARE MY LIFE. Everyone does mistake, do forgive me if i have ever done anything wrong. LOVING YOU WITH ALL MY SOUL.

I'm back once again.

My this blog has been so dead. Recently many thing has happened. Be it work, personal problem, family issue ; bla bla bla. Nevertheless, I'm back again. Its for my **** sake. If not i also won't be bothered. =)

It been like almost half a year since my last updating of blog. Been so busy wooing a girl who caught my eyes. Finally i got hold of her hands. And its time to train some endurance. Time flies really fast. I have been with my company for like almost 1year 6months liao le. Been struggling in that stupid company. The work is like madness with a 1 person lowly paid salary. I feel so pathetic, but i know i have to hang on because i still have my **** to support.

Every early morning, have to drag my 2 little small foot to my office.

Soon will be my sister's and brother's birthday. They are hosting their party at either pasir ris chalet or changi. I cant really remember. Anyway, I gonna get a Coach Wristlet for my Sis as she has bought me AX belt for my birthday last year. Hope that the party will be a nice one.

Alriight. Soon we will be embarking into our 3rd month. Somehow or rather, I got her a surprise. In fact, it's not really a surprise. Cause i bought her something. I just hope she will like it.

I think i shall stop here for today.

Am i starting not to understand you!?!

Its been a stressed week for me after my long break of leave.
On my birthday, i K.O. Its seem a bad day that day. Everything just seem not going smoothly.
After we meet up with my friends and headed to the pub, she don't seem to bother about my exist.
The moment we reaches the pub, things is still the same. Sometime just cant figure out what she is thinking. That night i was drinking with a not good mood. Just before i could entertain the rest of my friends, i already half sober. Whatever happen that night, i don't seem to remember.

Am i starting not to understand you?!
It seem to me that you have changed ever since the past 1-2weeks.

I dunno issit that you have anything hiding from me or am i just thinking too much.
I been having terrible headache during work. I been thinking of you. Wondering what exactly are you thinking. What really happen that make me feel that your attitude to me is become worse.

Hoping you could be more open to me.

Happy 22nd Birthday !

Though today is my 22nd birthday, but everything seem to be so bored. I doesn't have any exciting mood at all. What's going wrong ??

yesterday went to MS to see clothes. But doesn't feel like buying. So we went to play some pool game. Somehow, there's a group of kids beside our table playing pool. Kinda noisy, cause you know kids is damn irritating. So while playing, at this moment, OMG!
Dunno to get angry or happy. Once of the kids is just blind, he did not see who's behind him and he raise his cue and poke till her butt. Knn! But after that, she won a game. With a damn serious and angry look. I so fear of her that serious look. Haishx.

So i told her let's go. Dun wan play le. Its irritating and we headed to the catching toys area. I tried to catch a "Dino" for her as she been asking for it and this is the right time to make her happy. With a $1.00 coin, i caught the Dino and i feel so proud of me cause she is able to smile.

What to do?! She worth me doing so much for her.

Will be heading for some dying of hair and trimming. Hoping to be a good day and night for me.
Will there be any surprise for me?

Can you make me have an unforgettable 22nd birthday???!~

Bad start of the week

It seem that this week doesn't look good for me.

Been quarreling for the past few days.
I will endure your nasty attitude no matter how hard it can be.

Monday, went Jurong Point to shop some clothes and accessories for Joey, wanting her to look wonderful on my Birthday this coming Friday.
After so long, finally she can get to wear heels because i do let her wear it even though she may look taller than me. I don't really mind. =)

Today went Jurong Point again to catch a movie. By the time i reached Jurong Point, its about 9pm. So we watch " Joker King " . Its really a joke movie.
In the cinema, its so cold. But the funny part is, out of all the part of her body that will be cold, her nose feel cold instead. I was trying not to laugh, but i just cant help it.

Haha. She is just CUTE in some way.
Maybe this really attracted me. heeheex.

After movie, we went for some supper at Mr. Prata and i walk home with her.
Hope i wish that the road ahead is endless, so i can continue to walk with her.

Its fated we meet in this lifetime, bringing fun and laughter to your life.

Entrust yourself to me? =D heeheex!!

Shopping Spree

you worth me doing so much, but why cant you just appreciate what i done for you?

Its been quite some days since i last updated this blog, People do complain why love here and there !! =x zz
Been struggling for work, hoping its weekend. Nothing much happening recently. Yesterday, went to bugis to catch up with my sister and her friend.

I reached at Iluma at 6.30pm and i waited 1hours plus. What to do. GALS !!! Finally they reached and they straight went to play some jackpot game. After a few try, they just gotten a few tickets. So i try once and who knows, I tio the jackpot. second try i tio 250 tickets.

Okay, that's it. they went to redeem 2 bunny for herself and her friend. But i got none at all despite the tickets is me who got it. =( After redeem the bunny, we went to have some drinks at a yoghurt station because my sister feet is pain in hell due to wearing new shoe.

So i have to called joey to get a pair of cheap slipper for my sister as she is meeting us for steamboat. After meeting up with us, my sister change to the slipper and we went to Bugis street to have a look for clothes. My sis and friend trying to doll joey up, but she seem shy? Or maybe doesn't have the mood. So its alright. We headed down for steamboat.

During the steamboat, we eaten quite a lot till we are all so full. But in the progress of eating, i can see how girls gossip. Sister and her friend was talking things, gossiping. Omg !! Girls !

After steamboat, actually wanted to head down to Iluma Seven, But due to money issue, We headed to Networms for lan gaming.

Joey seem unhappy, tired. I know something is wrong, but she doesn't seem wanna tell me. So never mind. I let her try 1 dota game, she don't know how to play. Hahaha !!~

After that i take over and she rest. Time is getting late. is gonna be 4am. So we headed back by cab, and my sister doesn't allow me to sit at the back with her =(

Bo bian, i have to sit in the front sit. Ok, reaches home. Took a bathe and rest.

**Maybe .. . . happiness waits for all those who cry, all those who hurt, all those who have searched, and all those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of all the people who have touched their lives.